Project, projects, projects! I’m inundated with book projects, column projects, house projects, yard projects, family projects, birding projects, and now Lin wants to go on a vacation! There is so much going on that I can’t focus on one thing for too long without feeling guilty that I’m letting another area tip over into the “unproductive” space, so I leave one thing and move to something else, only to find another pile becoming precariously over-balanced!
I’m loving being at home, writing. Really, I’m not complaining. But this is hard…maybe the hardest thing I’ve ever done. Now that I have fewer “other career” demands, I’m thinking of all these things I want to do, and, as the list grows, so do my feelings of being over-whelmed and under-talented. And Lin, well-meaning and pragmatic as she is, does work hard to keep me focused on short-term and achievable goals (in fact, she would be a great newspaper reporter!): Whom will you send packets to? What will be in the packets? Where is the geographical area of focus? When are the packets going out? How will they respond to your query?, etc. The TO-DO list grows and grows!
Even as I’m writing this, the calendar over my right shoulder glares at me with unblinking dated eyes, taunting me that nothing went out in the mail today! I shake off the feeling and focus on the thousandth version of my query letter . . .
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